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im so dead ~ only cos miss green and miss incoming wants me to bring mr whitegold on march 5 to celebrate their birthdays at sentosa. miss incoming will bring mr eyes, and miss green will be bringing mr fiqq.
of course, i said no. and no. and no. and no. they threat me by telling me that they will persuade me until i agree to bring him. i tell ya, i'm very messy right now. they even made it worst by saying that by bringing mr whitegold, their bdae wish is complete.. phff, come on, whitegold is my friend..what has it got to do with their birthday wish? they dont even know who he is..gee..they made me feel so bad really..i told them that why dont i bring my sister instead..well of cos they said no. they kept saying its their bdae wish, but come on its against my wish..i really really wish they would just stop it.. and seriously appreciate my presence with them when we go to sentosa instead of trying to get me to meet mr whitegold.. *sigh* they promised that that day would be the most fun day ever..
there is absolutely nothing wrong with mr whitegold..really..he's a nice person really..its only me..the problem lies with me..even if i tell them the reason why and all, they wouldnt understand at all..never anyone did really..
i met mr whitegold abt 5 yrs 2 months at irc..chatted and chatted, we spoke on the phone couple of times and kept in touch till now..he initiated a meeting number of times but me, i didnt wanna meet him..the problem really lies with me..prolly he might feel that i didnt accept the way he looked like or anything..but no, its abt something else which is in me..nothing with him..and prolly after some time, he might feel frustrated or something i dont know..
miss incoming said i was being selfish, very selfish not to meet him..*sigh* see i told you they dont understand.. miss green asked do i care more about my ego or their wish *sigh* i told you they wont understand..its not my ego and neither its about him..i'd like to meet him but i cant make myself to do it..~!
woohoo! today is my bestfriend's 2nd yrs anniversary with her beloved boyfriend..gosh cant believe it really..not that i dont think they cant make it but, they're my very first friends who actually have been together for 2 yrs, erm i guess..cant remember la..sweet lil couple..hey screw those who thinks both of u cant even be together for 3 months..u did a good job proving them wrong..hhahaha
so, few days off blogging..now i cant sleep..
xfiles' being so psychotic abt PS2 codes..goodness, i just finish printing for him Grand Auto Theft: San Andreas and I have 6 more games to do..argghh..
well wolvy has officially left us..*sob sob* and he confessed he likes miss incoming..okay now who doesnt right?i think prolly all the guys there fancys her and miss green..hahaha..
during break had a feast at the back..xfiles joined..people kept giving him food and he passed to us..what the..he kept saying "eh dont eat too much maggi la linda, balding already.."
i said, "u seow ah...i only ate maggi for 3 days in a row at night, only cos there's no food okay freak...i swear if u say anything abt maggi and me going bald, im going to stuff my converse size 7 down your gut.." hahaha
he said, "wah u so fierce...really u going bald.." and he laughed..of cos i didnt stuff my converse size 7 down his throat..hahhaha
miss green and miss incoming and myself, we're getting closer..i love the kinda friendship that we have..we're not the too serious nor the too cool kinda people..we're more like the street kids who dont care what people think about our actions..we always try to accomplish something stupid, laughing at seriously stupid things..i dont know why we do it..more or less we're very different frm other teens there..wat can i say? we're so totally not the serious type..we cant be serious..but they're always serious like what the helling? always acting cool and all..so far no probs with them, still smile here and there..u noe wat they say abt putting 3 different people together can cause quite a stir..
we're 3 totally from head to toe different person..
well miss incoming is more like the sweet yet temperamental person with goodlooks, kinda boney, dramatic and strong determination but she's a weak person indeed..
miss green has the girl-next-door look but she's the extreme butt-kicker..u dont wanna mess her cos she'll kick yer butt and throw u buckets of harsh words, vulgarities is so not her type..she's filled with downright stupid things to do, i dont know how she does it but she does what she does best..hahahaha miss green is only 16 but got a body of a 20++ very matured kinda body..hahah according to xfiles la..both of them are the crazy ones most of the times..i can be just like them once in a while but most of the times, i'll be the one to watch and laugh their bona fide clown behavior in public..and 3/4 of the times, i get sabotage when it comes to boys...always purposely tease me with some unknown clowns and apeks and dont know la..whoever they please..that's us..
we called ourselves hollister..thanks to the tshirt that we bought together at bugis..hahaha i have green, miss g has black and miss incoming has pink...
congratulation to myself for getting the top 25%..i got the edusave merit award..$400 u know..hehe..i wasnt expecting any of that really..but appreciating every bit of this.. :D
got a day off today..initially didnt want but have to..sheesh..
wan took the joke for real..f*ck!..i hate it..i told miss green, miss incoming and xfiles not to joke abt him and me but no..they didnt listen at all..see la now what happened..
i'm sad to know that wolverine wont be coming back to work..*sigh* he's such a great fun..he's like the life of the party u know..tho he might be a bit "sick" hahaha..he's kinda upset abt the whole part-time thing but he just didnt want to admit..i really want him to know i have already spoke to boi lots of times about this, guess i failed..
i have never ever met anyone who cud just start a convo with a stranger and wud bother to take 3 days mc just to play PS2 after i printed the cheats for him..that's xfiles..sheesh..funny sometimes when i think abt it..
wolverine looked tired..miss green looked tired..miss incoming looked tired..and i overslept..hahaha..and i only had 2 donuts for yesterday..unbelievable..hahaha..
miss green was supposed to be having her off day yesterday but was called on duty at the very last minute when she was about to tuck herself into dreamland..no wonders for her tired look and she only finish her work at abt 6am..miss incoming finally got to be away from BC Spare but she got to do BC Cutlery which she dont like..haha and no wonders for her tired and frustrated look..wolverine, hmm..i dont know he seemed tired for the past few days..maybe cos he's got classes in the afternoon..thats wat i was told..
i still owe x-files game cheat codes..dang! cant find printing papers..wan showed miss incoming and me videos that they made..uh, remember? yea and this..? gawd i never met a 25 yr old who's like this..he seemed kinda happy just now so i thought wan was working..but no..prolly got some show to do..i thot x-files said without wan, he'll be bored and stress..hahahah..
okay so..ive been thinking abt my near future..which is SCHOOL..gawd i cant wait for sch! well..im in a dilemma right now..as in which course to take? my GPA is qualified to opt for Higher Nitec in Accountings and Administration, and i got to know that im also qualified for Integrated Logistics Management..so here;s the thing, i thot administration course is kinda my type..ILM too and accountings too..well not really for accountings but i'm up for the challenge u see..in sec sch, i practically failed all my accounting tests and such..
i want to see my future with the course that i will be taking..so i have to make sure that i make the right decision..(sheesh that seriously seldom comes, cos i dont believe in in making right decisions, its more like not to waste time or to embarrased urself.. :D) and i have to make sure i can stay with this course for 2 years and succeed..
almost everything kinda screw up at work. boi cudnt come cos 'she' said got big matter at home. i wudnt ask out of respect so i ended up being the in-charge for my team..my head was throbbing thru midnite till end of break time which is like at 3 in the morning..it was all because there wasnt enuff forks, teaspoon and knives for BC Cutlery to pack..BC Spare was also suffering the same fate..hahaha..now i know that whenever i'm under pressure, i cud hardly breathe and cant think at all..my bro was like trying to calm me down half the times and miss incoming did the same thing too..miss green had to do cart entree so she's somewhere else..i kept telling myself that it would be okay so as to not make myself feel under pressure or something..i seriously didnt want to end my day at the hospital..hahaha..by break time cutlery team only get to finish packing for 7 flights..PATHETIC..that's like for 1 person's target even before break..cutlery team there were miss fievel, myself and my bro..we're like the dynamic cutlery team..miss incoming is the queen of bc spare, miss green is the entree cart champion, we're the powerful people of the night shift..hahahaha yea rite..well anyway, shame to the other 2 shifts..kept complaining we always had lesser flights to pack..crazy pigs..prolly they didnt know we did 44 flights a few times cos they were irresponsible and didnt want to finish their work..
breaktime sat at the usual place..where we can see the sky and the stars..it was full moon..beauty..*sigh*miss incoming complained about her gd friend farra's repeating story..miss incoming was getting frustrated anyway..hahaha miss green thought that the song "I BELIEVE I CAN FLY" was sung by Michael Jordan..hahahaha that was the joke of the day...hahahaa miss incoming and myself cudnt stop laughing..
wan prolly have some show today thats why he wasnt at work..he's permanent job is AVL Spec. something to do with the lighting effects for shows and such..x-files was frowning cos there were many things for them to do and he's stuck with a new kid name Is...not bad la that new kid, still shy and such..x-files complain to us, got alot of work..hahaha wrong time he got bombarded back..tats only becos he always complain that he's bored when there wasnt any work...
miss fievel and bro told me abt yesterday when they hanged out with wolverine during break..how funny..wolverine usually hangs out witn us during break..prolly cos he cudnt find us hahaha cos we used to seat at the staircase..i cant describe what fiev and bro told me abt wolverine's action yesterday but what i can say "HE'S SICK!"
gawd! he's seemed like always...erm, horny..hahahaha that guy needs a damn knock on his head..
yes. i'm back people.
i havent blogged for about a year now
and my previous bloggers were filled with unbelievable craps
i had a good laugh reading it again anyway.
*sigh* ive to wait for about 3 more months for school..dang! now i know how painful it is to work..haha..i miss my friends..i miss my fav spots in sch..goodness what has gotten into me..i hated sch..guessed things has changed now..
i dont know why i'm not sleeping now..usually i wud have been sleeping like a cow right now..maybe cos there wasnt much work..during break time,i sat outside outbound with miss incoming and miss green..we had a large bottle of pringles, a wee bit of mee goreng, mini oreos and a bottle of OJ (orange juice, wan came out with the name -_-)..cant believe its enuff for the 3 of us..we chatted and chatted..miss green wanted to clear something with x-files so she was busy smsing..it was like a hotline *szZzz*..miss incoming asked me about mr eye and mr brow problems..gave her like one thousand and one different solutions (maybe i was a wee bit exaggerating..but it feels like that okay) but she just wouldnt listen..i seriously think that if miss incoming wants to make it happen, sacrifices have to be made and either one has got to be upset..serious speaking i'd rather have mr eye or mr brow upset than her cos she's very emotional and always listens to her heart instead of actually thinking it thru..we even talked about mr sar..she missed talking to mr sar after a very huge quarrel between them..
*shrugs* sometimes, this is just one of the reasons why i dont wanna get myself get involved with boys..no offence there..
miss green and x-files' case..phfff..funniest of the funny..cant explain really..
and then while all of us were talking, got this pakcik who came and wanted to pass ice-cream..and wan was there also (haha that weirdo) that pakcik tossed the ice-cream hit my back sia..yes wan, its not stone but that height, it kinda painful dude..
oh yeah, wan showed us videos of x-files goofing around, dancing arnd the empty outbound..it was even more hilarious than my face expression when i was caught pulling my pants by x-files (according to him it was funny but i dont think so)
wan said eveyday its a traumatizing day for him..cos wan is working with x-files everyday and that was wat he gets like everyday..hahaha poor thang..dont know why, miss green, miss incoming and x-files like to disturb me with wan..until i feel so awkward to talk to him casually..now i dont talk to him..barely..until just now wan said to miss green and miss incoming out loud, "eh, why you all always like to disturb her ah?"
well of cos miss incoming still has that smirk on her...and said, "not sure why.."
then i said, "see, at least someone here pity me.."
then he laugh..i dont think its funny at all..
that's one of the reasons why i think he's weird..and early in the morning, who talks about how much a stock broker can earn in half an hour when someone asked where i live...hahaha what the heck is that all about?
tonite, wolverine not coming..wakauz..without him around, the place very tensed cos he's always the one who loves to joke around even when we were like at the verge of depression..(again, exaggerating but feels like that) when he joined us arnd earlier this month, all of us went home with a smile on our faces..well at least miss incoming wasnt frowning half the times he's there..cos they're partners when he's there..he's so much fun to be with..
well but, me..i hmm..i kinda find it hard to talk to him at first..but now i guess its okay..he loves to tease miss green, miss fievel and miss incoming..see, we barely talk..only smiles all along..
gees, maybe i have evil eyes..hahah i dont know..